Yay.. i'm back from hell. or atleast the closest thing to it, for that matter. it was like being in solitary confinment. On top of that, it was hinted that i was crazy by one of the military docs. dude, no matter how cool of a dr you are, you never, NEVER fucking tell a paitent that the "need to go talk to some nice people." yes, the doc did say that. let me say that i was quite beyond flabbergasted. i think i sat there for a min with my mouth open, and my jaw on the floor unable to say anything. i don't even thing he saw me trying to grasp for words as he was scribbling away on his notes. fucking jack off. anyway, i'm still stuck in my postion for the time being. i've decided to try and make teh best of a bad situation and get the fuck outta my job/unit and into something that interests me. gave a list of my shit to the two high ups in the Co. and we're gonna take it from there. may even switch branches to the air ng
anyway, i'm gonna get some reactions from this. david's gonna kick me, for it, but it was for my own good(so i think.) i gave kelly my notebook. ~shrug~ i dunno man, but pelot said it best. "whats the worst that could happen?" cause truth be told, not much. i mean, we're pretty fuckin' close as it is. i'm pretty pessimistic about most things in life, but this i'm kinda confident about. nothing bad, in my eyes, can happen to with it. did some things with where i place my faith and what not, and this was the result. at least now, seein' as i have trouble vocalizing myself, it's all out there without a shadow of a doubt. now she knows it's true, and i wasn't playing or what not. it's concrete, so to speak. it doesn't help when your last two horroscopes tell you to do it, in so many words. ~shrugs again~ now i jus' gotta wait until she gets back to me. i'd have to say i'm glad i did. maybe someone can prove david wrong, but i'm not gonna hold onto that one too tight now.
Always
-Zug Izland
My wish is...
My.. my wish is...
My wish is....
My wish is, I hope to do for you
All that you've done, because all that you do it's like magic
You're amazing me, a diamond for free
You're as real as can be and to keep you, I'd give up everything I own
The mic and my life just don't leave me alone my partner
I want you to see, no matter how bad things in life can be
You've always got me
You've always got me
Now you trust me, I carry that so tight
I'll be there for you, if you're wrong or you're right
It doesn't matter, just reach out to me
I will never question, any opportunity to show you
And prove to you that I care, always you share and you've always been there
You're my best friend, it's easy to see
No matter how bad things in life can be..
You've always got me
You've always got me
My wish is, I hope to do for you
All that you've done, because all that you do it's like magic
You're amazing me, a diamond for free, you're as real as can be
And you have always got me
You've always got me
You've always got me
You've always got me
