welp... things have been fun lately... Best friend moved to Australlia, 2 otehr really close friends moving away, mom and i are at each otehrs throats once again, i need to get the fuck outta here, service industry and the dumb cunts involved. yeah, i'm sure it doesn't much to you, but fuck you and all that shit.

David moved on tuesday. i hung out with him all monday. i had pasta like i promised him. shit has jus' gone down hill since he left it seems. its prolly coincidence, but whatever. its gonna suck without him. i think i spent more time with him in general, than i did with any othe the other peopel i hung out with. and i hung out with cody/kelly lots. who knows, maybe with school comming up here in the future, stuff'll be easier. one thing for sure, i'll have more time for homnewrok, so maybe i'll actaully pass teh shit i need to instead of fuckin' things up. so yeha, david... i think the only good thing about losing close friends, is you end up getting cool shit from'm. though, thats not all that good either. i won't front, the ride home wasn't too fun. at least that family knows theres nothign i wouldn't do for'm. one of the very few.

on top of that, jerimiah moved away the other week to start up his education in CA, and ryan moves to whitewater on monday to contiue his. at leats he'll be close enough to visit.

mom and i are ripping each other apart again. i need out seriously as i cannot do this anymore. anysort of getting away is good enough for me, but it won't be temporary. i've got a feeling that once i'm outta t5he house for good, i won't even talk to mom anymore. as of now, that doesn't hurt me, but i'm worried about grandpa. i'll miss him a ton. it makes me sa about that since i know i'll get too lazy to stay in contact. i hope that doesn't happen with david. -heh- i'm switching wow servers to help with that at least. as sappy/shitty as it sounds, i think i can credit that man for almost as much as hubie. major influence. i mean shit, he's never wrong.

service industry. i hate it. i always have. if it wasn't for the fact that i NEED the job, i'd be fuckin' outta there. there a few decent people, but over all they're fuckin' over dramatic dumb cunts. it makes me sad tat people have to be like that. that they need to be sao caught up in themselves that theuy're the only focus. wait... thats what blogs are, right..? hopefully this radio job i've been lookin' into comes through. i'm so excited about the opportunity.